Is it all worth it?

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 09:37:16 +0000

i know thtere’s more to do but I can thinks of is right now….(1c.5a….2;30a)

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 09:18:18 +0000

what else do i want to do: there’s more, just can’t think straight right now… (.5a,1c,…12)

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 06:21:25 +0000

Ialways wanted to have y belly pierced again and i did, (1c,.5a…1115)

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:56:35 +0000

another thing I’d like to do: flash a bartender to get their attention. did that one last night. husband wasn’t too thrilled, but not - not too thrilled so whatever… (1c,.5a…1045p)

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 04:31:06 +0000

Things I want to do: get a tattoo - I’ve got one in mind, it’s roses and a turtle (signifying my kids and my husband). I just have to figure out where I want to put it. (2c,1t,.5a - 915p)

lv701 — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 03:09:02 +0000

It’s that time of summer where we have very few kids in the house. They are all away at their other parents for a week or more. I miss them. (1b,1c,1t,1t,1u…8p)

lv701 — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:35:51 +0000

so next time, i am going to take at least 10 clonazepam with alot more alcohol and at least 5 ambien. I just want to go to sleep. I’m getting my things in order now. It’s getting easier to not worry about my kids, but at the same time, I am worried my husband won’t give them the love they deserve. I’m scared for them, but I don’t want to go on anymore.

lv701 — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:29:15 +0000

another clonazepam, and 1/2 ambien. That’s 4 clonazepam, 2 ambien, 2 buspirone, 2 shots of rum and i still need to take the 100 mg of seroquel. I just feel really relaxed right now.

lv701 — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:14:39 +0000

another shot of rum at 9:15

lv701 — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:53:21 +0000

feeling somewhat depressed and tired