June 23rd, 2008
another clonazepam, and 1/2 ambien at 8:15
June 23rd, 2008
1 clonazepam and 1/2 ambien at 11:30. It’s 12:45, no real effect… feel somewhat relaxed.
Hello world!
June 19th, 2008I’m caught in the middle of wanting to remain in this life for the sake of my children, or let it all go and pray that god will watch over them and protect them. I’m starting to flirt with danger, I’ve had dreams of dying and it doesn’t upset me. I’ve been driving a little more wrecklessly than I used to. I have no self esteem and I just don’t see the point of me being on this earth anymore. I just need to make sure my kids will be ok without me. I’m working on a plan, we’ll see how it goes. I try to be a good mom, but I don’t think I am the best mom I can be. I hate my job. I am angry with my family… they are all so very selfish. I will not miss them. I will miss my kids and my cory, but I feel like they might be better off without me.
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